Slice My Wrist

Razor sharp

Across the skin.

Nowhere can it be found,

The happiness

Everyone says I deserve.

The pain goes away

When the cut is deep.

Deep, slice, oozing

From the crevice

Made.

I

Can’t

Take it.

Slice my wrist!

(My mind is not in a good place, but I’m not in danger. I just need an outlet.)

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36 thoughts on “Slice My Wrist”

  1. I don’t know you personally but I believe in you! I feel that you have purpose and fortitude to overcome any obstacles in your way. Sometimes, we get stuck in our thinking BC of situations and choice but NEVER GIVE UP!!! πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“

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  2. Do we really deserve happiness? Who says I should be happy & what does my happy even look like? Sometimes I battle with my mind–it tells me things I can’t process it suggests to me ideas I can’t quite fathom and I get so very frustrated. I’ve thought too about ending it all, but in reality I knows it will end on its own very soon anyway-why the rush? It takes the good the bad and the ugly to make our lives.
    I hope you cum to see and know that you are surrounded by people who care and love u for u.
    And don’t make a mess and leave a mess for someone else to clean up.
    Would love to talk it out with you if you ever wanted!! I’ve been drawn to you for such a time as this our lives have crossed paths.
    Love you friend!
    Jason

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  3. I know you say you’re not in danger and you just need an outlet, but I’m worried anyway. Just when you’ve made some good moves, too. New job, etc. Change doesn’t always yield immediate results, so don’t panic if all the pieces of the puzzle didn’t fall right into place. You know I’m here for you. Love you, T. ❀

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    1. The last few days have had me detached a bit…I needed to run away a little bit. But I’m strong…I’ll make this with the support you’ve shown me and the support others show me. Thank you, Meg! πŸŒΉπŸŒΌπŸ’›

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  4. Hey,
    I’m of the opinion that most have considered suicide during their lives and more than once, I have and the closest was with a 357 I had pointed a my head back in the 70’s..and image of my three year old son flashed in my mind and I sat down the pistol, I have ‘eyed” my full bottles of painkillers more than once and have placed myself in life and death situations but in the end I thought that I was
    never going to give an asshole or mother f-ers the satisfaction of thinking they had the power to drive me to death.
    Who really believes life is fair ? it is not and could be worse, be thankful for your blessings and what you do have.
    Things that obstruct or screw with us help us grow to be stronger, for who someone might ask ? for yourself so you can positively help other directly around you, whether its a homeless person holding a sign on a freeway on or off ramp to a distressed teen being picked on by others or questioning self.
    If you truly desire an inkling of happiness and or satisfaction place your focus on helping others, not necessarily monetarily, but a kind word or smile when encountering others,
    If you don’t like or are uncomfortable with people, volunteer at the local animal shelter, dogs are capable of unconditional love.
    Just my 2 cents worth brother or sister which ever is reading this. I’m speaking to your heart not your sex..

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  5. Sending you hugs and understanding. I recall one day a summer or two back, I was in a desperate dark place. I had friend tell me it wasn’t so bad and so on. One friend, she was a pastor, told me something like this, ‘everyone has their own darkness and the place we are in is our own.’ It made me feel comfort to know it is OK to be angry and hurt and in pain, even when ‘everything is going so well for you’ and ‘you have it a lot better than other people.’ Outlets are good. I tend to eat sweets. I got one tattoo, not again! Oreos are much easier on the nervous system.

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    1. Hi there!
      I want to say that I really appreciate this mention and the award. I’m usually not very good about these things, but I’ll see if I can put something together over the next couple of days. πŸ™‚ Thanks again for the mention. ❀

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    1. πŸ™‚ Well, I’ve had people tell me before that my posts are inspiring, but that is such a difficult compliment for me to take. If I’m being honest, my blog is 100% self-centered; I write, so I can make sense of my life. Luckily, I have made some amazing connections in this little journey. Thank you, so much, for following. ❀

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