Reblogging this, because I am in a mood.

Tarnished Soul

Pushing flesh

Spearing through

Thrusting, pervading

Exquisite pain and pleasure

Searing through skin



Entering me

Eyes Rolled Back

Losing consciousness


Fingers relaxed

Pistol falling.

(In my previous blog, I posted a poem called Penetrated, and a lot of people liked it. I’m trying to rewrite it from memory.)

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If You Knew, What Would You Have Said?

I had a notification that someone had liked this post, today. I decided to read it and share it, because it is a reminder to myself that I need to maintain acceptance of myself. My self-doubts and criticisms never seem to go away, but I have to counter those with self-love, self-acceptance and self-realization.

Tarnished Soul

I have never been open about my sexuality, I have always had mixed emotions and it fluctuates on an ongoing basis. But often times, I look at the people in my life, and I wonder how they might have reacted, if they knew. Although, there is more acceptance in our society than before, I also think it is more dangerous (#Orlando). I’ve never told some important people in my life, and it’s because I’m quite aware of their opinions of the LGBT lifestyle. And, if I’m being honest with myself, I have held the same opinions at times, but I had not accepted my own reality because I was doing so well hiding it.

But I have often wondered at the reaction some people would have. How would my childhood friends reacted when they found out that I was attracted to a few of them? Would they still go roller…

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