I was cracking.
I’m embarrassed to admit it, but I am an alcoholic. I went to a meeting tonight.
My previous attempt was about 80 days or something. I was close to 90. My attempt before that was 57 days. Before that, one week.
I’m ashamed but I know I need to stop. I haven’t been honest, but I have drank almost every day since the end of April. I haven’t had anything bad happen to me, but I feel lik3 I have made a lot of positive changes, and I recognize this part of my life, directly related to my health, must change.
I’m on day 1, August 1st, 2016 and my birthday is in 30 days. I want to be free on my birthday, so I went to an Alcoholics Anonymous meeting tonight – some of you were seeing me break, and I’m sorry.